Why do people have to grow old? ):
was playing with cash's ball with my daddy and cash. laughed like mad till suddenly my daddy said, "i can't see the ball until it comes nearer to me"(with his specs on). i tell you, straightaway my heart felt like dying. i suddenly felt so darn useless. i think he's having a cataract in his eye.. and maybe he didn't have the money to go remove it or maybe he just didnt dare to go for the operation. i don't even dare to ask him anything. useless anot u tell me? i want to help but i don't know how to.
there was even once when i asked him to walk faster.. but he couldnt and he said " i'm 60 yrs old already know, not young anymore.". at that point of time, i wished i didn't ask him to walk faster. I seriously feel like @%#@!*&^$!!!
i think i should talk to him about it one day.. finding the right day and guts to do so.
and i seriously have to talk to him more often. i realised, i've been neglecting him quite alot. Sighhh.
this feeling sucks.
A dream is a wish your heart makes when you’re fast asleep.
In dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep.
Have faith in your dreams, and someday,
your rainbow will come smiling through
Bell
Crystal
Designer: synchronicity.