i'm back! with a new blogskin.. didnt do it on my own though. managed to get it from blogskins.com cause i'm like really sick of my previous skin. So i decided to randomly choose one skin to put it up for the time being.
Gonna be blogging more often again i guess, since i'm gonna be away from my recent beings.
Lots of unhappy events has been going on around me. Unhappy events that probably i myself have caused. Guess getting away will prolly make everyone happier.
Sometimes i wonder, do i really have issues? this recent happenings are making my mind go crazy, really crazy..
Perhaps it's time, time for me to get away from people to think about what is fucking going wrong with my life. I need to make things right. The way my life should be.
I need to learn to stop being so nice, i realised. So what if u're nice to people? you dont get no fucking help in return. -.- SO MUCH for being nice... SIGH.
Now, all i want is just a new chapter to begin with. I need time to tide over this crisis going on in my heart, body, mind and soul.
Here, i just wana apologise to those i've hurt verbally, physically and mentally. I sincerely wish these people all the best and i need to thank them for once being part of my life. to let me learn all these lessons in life. Lessons that'll help and guide me along the way.
I'm done, it's time for me to take my leave and head to bed for a new day tomorrow.
xoxo,
Unbeautiful one.
“She thinks she’s getting better but really, she’s just getting used to the pain.”
A dream is a wish your heart makes when you’re fast asleep.
In dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep.
Have faith in your dreams, and someday,
your rainbow will come smiling through
Bell
Crystal
Designer: synchronicity.